The Dreaded Holiday Countdown...

still single
still broke
still not to her goal weight
every one has a bae
and she has a lukewarm cup of coffee and a cat..
a nice cat nevertheless, but still a cat


it's only September
and she's already nervous
hobby lobby already whipped out the christmas trees

oh no.. it's that time again

her father died around this time..
dreaded,
her ex broke up with her 2 years around this time
ouch.

she cant handle all the holiday snaps, grams and posts that will be coming her way
an
unwanted influx


she's seriously considering moving to a different country were it isn't holiday season in a few months..
but where..

then she heard this,
From The Holy Spirit,

My daughter
why are you running?
running everywhere but to me?
why do you fear?
that's not from me.
Come to me.
I have so much to use you for.
I will heal you
I'm your hope
put down your social media platform idols
and get on your face before Me
I AM 
I AM
ALL YOU NEED
I will heal you
I promise
if only you will let me...

"For God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power and of love and of a sound mind." 2 Timothy 1:7